Meet me in the Living Room



The living room is where I lay untethered to anything outside of me. The living room is where I am naked, unabridged, free to be and think and derive and contract. Here is where my mind thrives on chaos and rhythm, a drum I made with canvas and my own eardrums. Here is where you will find me utterly focused yet encompassed in yearning for, for, for. I ask you to stay for a little bit and be. Will you meet me here?






CLASSIFIEDS


A FRIEND IS SEEKING

✦ CHIEF OF STAFF JOB / NV / REMOTE
✦ IOS DEVELOPER JOB / OR / REMOTE
✦ AN ALL AMERICAN GIRL / NYC
✦ VINYL DJ GIGS / NYC
✦ DESIGN JOB / LA
✦ SUGAR DADDY / LA
✦ NYC>AMS BF / AMS

I AM SEEKING

~ A JOB IN [ ARTS, DESIGN, STUDIO ASSISTANT, ETC]
~ THE BEST LASAGNA IN NYC
~ A RADIO STATION TO PLAY SONGS (I’M NOT A DJ)
~ AN EASY BUT MIND BLOWING BOOK TO READ
~ FREE COFFEE + DINING TABLE

 HELP AN ARTSLUT OUT 


LET’S KEEP THE VIBE HIGH DO YOU HEAR ME?





MARUJA MALLO 
UH OH, I’M DOING IT AGAIN




















I TOLD HER TO PUT TULIPS IN A VASE FIVE YEARS AGO AND SHE STILL DOES IT





i.....am not here. i live in my mind

A SPIRAL BLOOMS FROM MY BROKEN HEART









MY MIND MY MIND IS LIKE


I WANT TO

+ PAINT ON SOMEONE’S SKIN
+ ROAD TRIP ROAD TRIP
+ DO ARCHERY
+ GO TO CHINA SOON
+ PIERCE MY BELLY BUTTON (BAD/GOOD IDEA?)









ON FEBRUARY 27


I DREAMT

nothing

 I ATE

/ AVOCADO AND TUNA ON RICE CRACKERS
/ ROSEMARRY LATTE
/ CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIE
/ A PEACH
/ TURKEY AVOCADO SANDWICH
/ TEA


I WORE

/ MAKEUP
/ WHITE WAFFLE KNIT TOP
/ WHITE PUFFER VEST
/ BLACK LEATHER JACKET
/ KHAKI MENS PANTS
/ BLACK LOAFERS
/ GREY SCARF


I DID

* Woke up at 10:30ish
* Met my new studio-mate
* Worked at a coffee shop
* Went to the studio
* Worked on my mixes
* Applied to jobs all day






/*JESUUNA IS*/
.emotionally.{
feeling: depressed;
hunger-level: not eating much/loss of appetite;
head: sleep deprived and jet-lagged;
mind: disappointed;
heart: neutral;
}
.thinking about{
love: who cares;
career: it’s this year or it’s never;
family: dad is cute, has been calling me everyday;
friends: bay area friends know me best;
}
.desiring{
physically: disappear;
mentally: focus, intense focus;
emotionally: still to stop crying;
}
/*END OF CURRENT STATE OF MIND*/




MEET ME HERE 


UPCOMING



PAST

1/30 ARE YOU HERE WITH ME
2/11 LOVE INTERRUPTION
2/19 PSYCHED RADIO









WE’VE ALL MIGRATED TO WITNESSING EACH OTHER INSTEAD OF TALKING TO EACH OTHER. BRING BACK COMMUNITY,  CHAOTIC CONVERSING, IDEATION.

 

I AM NOT YOUR ART DEITY. 

DO NOT IDOLISE ME.