Meet me in the Living Room



The living room is where I lay untethered to anything outside of me. The living room is where I am naked, unabridged, free to be and think and derive and contract. Here is where my mind thrives on chaos and rhythm, a drum I made with canvas and my own eardrums. Here is where you will find me utterly focused yet encompassed in yearning for, for, for. I ask you to stay for a little bit and be. Will you meet me here?







CLASSIFIEDS


A FRIEND IS SEEKING

✦ CHIEF OF STAFF JOB / NV / REMOTE
✦ IOS DEVELOPER JOB / OR / REMOTE
✦ AN ALL AMERICAN GIRL / NYC
✦ VINYL DJ GIGS / NYC
✦ DESIGN JOB / LA
✦ SUGAR DADDY / LA
✦ NYC>AMS BF / AMS

I AM SEEKING

~ A JOB IN [ ARTS, DESIGN, STUDIO ASSISTANT, ETC]
~ THE BEST LASAGNA IN NYC
~ A RADIO STATION TO PLAY SONGS (I’M NOT A DJ)
~ AN EASY BUT MIND BLOWING BOOK TO READ
~ FREE COFFEE + DINING TABLE





LET’S KEEP THE VIBE HIGH DO YOU HEAR ME?
















CAT LAUGIN




I TOLD HER TO PUT TULIPS IN A VASE FIVE YEARS AGO AND SHE STILL DOES IT















MY MIND MY MIND IS LIKE


I’VE BEEN WATCHING

* SEVERANCE
* RIAN PHIN
* PAPRIKA
* WHITE LOTUS
* DAREDEVIL
I WANT TO

+ PAINT ON SOMEONE’S SKIN
+ ROAD TRIP ROAD TRIP
+ DO ARCHERY
+ GO TO CHINA SOON
+ PIERCE MY BELLY BUTTON (BAD/GOOD IDEA?)










ON APRIL 3 2025


I DREAMT

nothing

 I ATE

/ PANCAKES, CHICKEN APPLE SAUSAGE, TWO EGGS, BLUEBERRIES
/ MATCHA LATTE
/ TBD


I WORE

/ TRENCH COAT
/ BLACK KNEE BOOTS
/ BLACK DRESS
/ TURTLENECK


I DID

* Woke up at 10:30ish
* Went grocery shopping
* Sold some clothes
* Did my taxes
* Edited and posted a youtube video
* Called a friend
* Met up with a friend
* Met up with another friend
* Watched a movie with a friend







/*JESUUNA IS*/
.emotionally.{
feeling: light as a feather;
hunger-level: normal appetite;
head: sleeping well;
mind: hopeful;
heart: full of love;
}
.thinking about{
love: nah;
career: it’s this year or it’s never;
family: cutest parents;
friends: so lucky to have them;
}
.desiring{
physically: expand;
mentally: focus, intense focus;
emotionally: stable and beautiful;
}
/*END OF CURRENT STATE OF MIND*/





MEET ME HERE 


UPCOMING

N/A UPSIDE DOWN INTERRUPTION

PAST

2/19 PSYCHED RADIO
2/11 LOVE INTERRUPTION
1/30 ARE YOU HERE WITH ME










WE’VE ALL MIGRATED TO WITNESSING EACH OTHER INSTEAD OF TALKING TO EACH OTHER. BRING BACK COMMUNITY,  CHAOTIC CONVERSING, IDEATION.

 

I AM NOT YOUR ART DEITY. 

DO NOT IDOLISE ME.